umm... well...
i guess things are okay. i mean its probably better compared to others. but i cant help missing jed. for the ppl who dont know about jed just ask. i mean i feel like no other guy can compare to him.ughh.. its so annoying. Everything is really getting to me too. i cant focus on anything not even my running. I have lowered myself to having food as a comfort. Ice cream is my new best friend. Well after Fatima. Also one thing i just have to get off my chest, i hate ppl say they are soo in love with ppl but the only reason y is cuz of sex. not everyone is like that but some are and its annoying. i mean would they still love them if their relationship wasnt based on only physical things. i mean how come i can love someone with out that then become heart broken and its no big deal. when my was obviously a stronger relationship if we didnt need to do that to prove anything. if anyone knows how cheer ppl up well or know any good jokes let me know.