The perfect ending for a perfect summer...
...Okay not really. Yeah i met new and great people, went new places, went to my first concert, was in a mosh pit and everything but summer has had its downers. First of all i still have to finish my school homework for Adv. English. Jacob Bell die and now this one kidi met at SD who lives in IL. is in the army. I was planning to get together with him next summer and hang out he is like perfect. THen i realized lately that i think im in love with a friend of mine who has a girlfriend but i cant stop thinking of him. I want to tell him so bad but he wont return my calls or anything. Before all this i realized that i have depression and show signs of being bipolar. All these insane thoughts are running through my head. I just want to runnaway into anyones arms and cry all day. But no one has time to care for my problems and i am not going to burden them with my problems. I just feel worthless and alone in my own world. I am just afraid i will do something i regret. DO NOT I REPEAT DO NOT FEEL OBLIGATED TO SAY ANYTHING OR TAKE TIME OUT YOUR DAY TO TRY TO HELP. thanks for taking time to read this.