Jan 11, 2006 01:30
Getting ready to get some rest. Just wanted to say hello. I really miss my (2 1/2 yr old) daughter in the daytime. It is been harder than I thought it would be. She's my little buddy, we like hanging out and doing stuff, now shes busy doing new stuff with new people. My daughter is back in daycare. I guess it is what we wanted and it will be a good thing. (just gotta suck it up)
I have started satying up way to late again. Been past 3:00 am for four nights in a row. gotta go to bed earlier, sleeping till 10:30 11:00 am. The days half over, i hate that! I have to start being more productive. Goofing off feels good though, it really feels like it has been so long since I could do absolulutely nothing for a few hours. It's nice. I'm not koncking babysitting my child, just saying even Marry Poppins needed a freakin' vacation.
I am gonna smoke one, eat something and crash out. Peace!