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wow. i was just reading Spavid's journal and i couldnt have related more to his entry. For those of you who dont know his journal, i shall copy and paste it:
"lately i just seem to watch things, and that's it
really, i don't even live too much anymore
just occasionally on the good weekends
i watch good things happen to people and wish it were me
i watch bad things happen and i don't do a thing about it
i even watch myself lose things, hours, people...
like i'm stuck behind some window of carelessness
this could be the end of me. this needs to change."
yeah. im trying to get better with my life, but its still crap. I dont think any of my friends want much to do with me anymore...since this year and a half has been kinda hectic. I miss them a lot. The only thing I'm extremely happy about is how me and Lindsey are doing. I love Linda <3 teheh.
Neh...i have to stay after school today to help my grade in 3rd block. I hate it. But hopefully me and lindsey can hangout afterwards. yip. Ciao.
"lately i just seem to watch things, and that's it
really, i don't even live too much anymore
just occasionally on the good weekends
i watch good things happen to people and wish it were me
i watch bad things happen and i don't do a thing about it
i even watch myself lose things, hours, people...
like i'm stuck behind some window of carelessness
this could be the end of me. this needs to change."
yeah. im trying to get better with my life, but its still crap. I dont think any of my friends want much to do with me anymore...since this year and a half has been kinda hectic. I miss them a lot. The only thing I'm extremely happy about is how me and Lindsey are doing. I love Linda <3 teheh.
Neh...i have to stay after school today to help my grade in 3rd block. I hate it. But hopefully me and lindsey can hangout afterwards. yip. Ciao.