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[uphonyfoolu]

i've said it before
...
hello
and welcome
to the worst year
of my life
THUS FAR
sure there will be worse times
sure....tons and tons of ppl have it tons and tons worse
but for me
this is crappppppy

i hate to be disgustingly emo
i hate it more than you know

things are changing
in my head

............
distractions make things easy to forget
lets call this year
one big distraction
that helped me to ignore the fact that everyone and everything around me was changing
well
when u allow yourself to realize the change
when there is no possible way to ignore it anymore
its very harsh
and very brutal
and all at once
its hard to swallow