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some days...well for me, MOST days are filled with analyzing and criticizing...myself...and others
analyzing my relationships with everyone...with people...with my dog--who hates me
analyzing the look some bia gave me in the hallway
ha
um...analyzing the fact that i never have a boyfriend
but today was not a day filled with analyzing...
well...until now
as i analyze the fact that i analyze everything
OK
whoa
um...so today i drifted through school like a friggin log down a river
hehe
like a cheerio in milk
sick...i despise cheerios
anyways
so i got in my car after school
and literally rolled home
because the damn thing doesn't accelerate
i mean...eventually it does
but by the time it gets going i have to stop again
i feel sorry for the ppl behind me at red lights
they're probably so confused as to why the car in front of them...my silly saturn...doesn't move for 15 seconds after the light is green
foolishness
yea so i went tanning after school again
because
i wanted to
and i don't care that i am an oopa loompa right now
cuz really...i love oompa loompas
and its all in the name of homecoming
its my homecoming tradition
and every year after homecoming i let myself get grossly pale
and then i look like nicole kidman
but i don't care
cuz really...i love nicole kidman
so..i came home
i know this is all every interesting
and watched me some Dr. Phil
and ate me some mashed potatoes
and attempted to do some foolish homework
but really...i don't even care anymore
and speaking of not being smart...i looked up some more college stuff too
i pray to God i get in somewhere for musical theater
and if i don't i am going to work on a cruise ship until age 30
it is decided
i'm currently eating sauteed vegetables in teriyaki sauce
and it is heaven
except that piece of cauliflower
yea...the one in my mouth right now
tastes like dial soap
most likely because my mom washes everything in hand/dish soap before we eat it
today is good
i like being in a daze
ciao
analyzing my relationships with everyone...with people...with my dog--who hates me
analyzing the look some bia gave me in the hallway
ha
um...analyzing the fact that i never have a boyfriend
but today was not a day filled with analyzing...
well...until now
as i analyze the fact that i analyze everything
OK
whoa
um...so today i drifted through school like a friggin log down a river
hehe
like a cheerio in milk
sick...i despise cheerios
anyways
so i got in my car after school
and literally rolled home
because the damn thing doesn't accelerate
i mean...eventually it does
but by the time it gets going i have to stop again
i feel sorry for the ppl behind me at red lights
they're probably so confused as to why the car in front of them...my silly saturn...doesn't move for 15 seconds after the light is green
foolishness
yea so i went tanning after school again
because
i wanted to
and i don't care that i am an oopa loompa right now
cuz really...i love oompa loompas
and its all in the name of homecoming
its my homecoming tradition
and every year after homecoming i let myself get grossly pale
and then i look like nicole kidman
but i don't care
cuz really...i love nicole kidman
so..i came home
i know this is all every interesting
and watched me some Dr. Phil
and ate me some mashed potatoes
and attempted to do some foolish homework
but really...i don't even care anymore
and speaking of not being smart...i looked up some more college stuff too
i pray to God i get in somewhere for musical theater
and if i don't i am going to work on a cruise ship until age 30
it is decided
i'm currently eating sauteed vegetables in teriyaki sauce
and it is heaven
except that piece of cauliflower
yea...the one in my mouth right now
tastes like dial soap
most likely because my mom washes everything in hand/dish soap before we eat it
today is good
i like being in a daze
ciao