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Dec 05, 2005 10:04

and you want to further?

here's why...the real deal...

(maybe there's more...this is what im sure about for now)

you don't know me..and although i tried to be what you want..i simply couldn't turn my back on a big part of me. it was dying slowly. the only acceptance it felt from you was probably from a nod or a raised eyebrow.

maybe we were too idealistic..yeah, despite our conversations about realities and being real..heh. change is hard. and i just couldn't the way things were going. i was drying up to hold on even longer. i won't dare try again. maybe we just weren't enough...and thats why "i'm not the one for you.."..maybe it's just not our time..there are too many possibilities..i can only be so unsure..except for this..that this was how i felt then...alone..

you don't know me..it was only a small fraction you saw in me. the tip of the iceberg.

i want you to know, though, im grateful for what happened..and i won't forget...

we tried...

you'll find the right one someday

im sorry

good luck
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