spin around me like a dream

[uphereinmytree]

wish i could subtract this past year
sun setting at 5 to my left
and to my right a pile of confusion and disorder
front of me i see this screen pointless and has ruined my life
ruined
thru a span it all leads to this
eyes burning heart stinging blood pumping
i see you on my mirror still your reflection lingers
hear my brother pounding on the floor
too much anger in my skull
too much patience worn thin
need you back need you now
need organization reassurance
need to bring these plates to the northwest of me
upstairs
skin is punctured with needles unknown needels
which inject
pain
so painfull
release me