Aug 08, 2006 22:37
Still moving shit into the new house. I cleaned up a bit yesterday, the place looked and smelled .. well not to good. It's a lot better then before. It would be fun to have some friends over to see the place but oh wait.. i dont have any =D!! Thats cool im finding out the being alone a lot makes you more comfortable with yourself. Besides it's a lot less stressful on myself to not worry about fucking things up when i have noone to fuck things up with =).
Im really anxious to get in and paint and be creative again! I miss the feeling of excitment i get from accomplishing things that make me happy. I dont paint or draw or write anymore and now ill have my own space to feel like that again. I have many new things planned for myself and im hoping i wont fall back into old habits of half assing my way through stuff.
this entry seems uncomplete but i have nothing else to say. time for some laundry and then "six feet under " yay!!