Dear Journal....

Aug 06, 2005 21:10

I am feeling a bit unmotivated at the moment... i got some letter in the mail to go to some "leaders of america" conference in Washington D.C., and represent my school.... sounds like a great experience and opportunity...? but i am so not up to it, i am just soo lazy, plus i am not up to "leading america" im telling my mom this and shes like u dont have to lead america, i ask...so then why go to a conference on how to be a leader of america? i know how to lead...i am no follower, but i dont want to lead the nations haha...i dont know am i giving up or is it normal to be...
lazy- not easily aroused to action or activity... why are some people so active and into DOing things and going far! man thats so not me... im not a quitter but i am sooo "unmotivated" to DO SO much!
oh man this really makes me feel better...look at the cons of lazy...diligent, hardworking; brisk, chipper, energetic, vigorous; active, animated, lively, spry, vivacious; prompt, quick, ready...hahaha so i guess im not those? sounds like something great to put on an application...HA..well i can be those at times, but im definatly not them right now, i just got back from a total of an 8 hour road trip to greensboro(plus more hours driving)... lol so maybe that explains why my attitude is so lazy right now, i need some rest!
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