(Third Person Entry and) Breakdown.
(ooc: okay, just a small log thing here of what happens when Rikku gets home after this log. Includes Brother, who's her... Brother. XD And erm, they're both talking in Albhed, I just can't be bothered deciphering everything. XD Also after said short log thingy is her thoughts on some things. Just vaguely. XD)
As the door banged downstairs, Brother immediately appeared at the top of them - looking for his little sister - who, despite the obligatory door banging when she was happy, it was clear to see she wasn't. "Rikku?" he asked, somewhat fazed by her lack of emotions, her blank, pale complexity.
"Oh... hi," she said eventually, making it clear she didn't want to talk to him, making a sharp turn to her mecha room - which, regretably, was locked. Wincing, she made her way up the stairs, getting slower with each stride. Brother, seemed to look more worried on each stride she took.
He nodded to her. "What happened?"
Rikku kept her face set, knowing that 'nothing' would most certainly not work in this scenario, settling for, "... I don't want to talk about it."
"Something's up, Rikku. Amiss," he continued, placing an arm in front of her, determined to get some answer.
Rikku ducked, used to this stratedgy, making her way down the hall post haste to get away from him as soon as possible. "I told you. I don't want to talk about it..."
Cos if I do... I'll cry... she thought miserably, making to open the door, but having her arm caught in the process.
"Tell me," Brother pressed.
"Let go of me, Brother!" she protested, lamely attempting to kick him but giving up soon after, her arms flailing instead, which she also gave up after a few seconds. She didn't have the energy left to fight.
Looking down at the helpless form of his sister, Brother nodded to her again. "You went to see... Roxas," he summed up.
Rikku looked away as best she could, and found herself free from Brother's grasp as she backed off slightly. "So what?" she said, putting on the bravest face she could muster.
Brother pointed to her eyes. "You been crying."
Rikku bit her lip, wiping her eyes fiercely in denial. "And? What does it matter? Nothing matters anymore! Just... just leave me alone!" she said forcibly, pushing open the door and slamming it shut behind her. But not without leaving the sound of wailing and crying in her wake, as she collapsed on the other side of her door, crying as loud as she wanted - what had happened earlier at Roxas' house was nothing compared to how she was crying now.
Only one sentance recycled itself in her mind. Just the one sentance.
It's over. It's over. It's.... over.
.... what's the point in even typing?
... I can't believe this. Really. It was... strange at the time. Now it's... worse. I skipped school because really - I wanted to see him. But now.
And I... really can't believe I did that to him.
I don't think I'll be at school for a while.
As the door banged downstairs, Brother immediately appeared at the top of them - looking for his little sister - who, despite the obligatory door banging when she was happy, it was clear to see she wasn't. "Rikku?" he asked, somewhat fazed by her lack of emotions, her blank, pale complexity.
"Oh... hi," she said eventually, making it clear she didn't want to talk to him, making a sharp turn to her mecha room - which, regretably, was locked. Wincing, she made her way up the stairs, getting slower with each stride. Brother, seemed to look more worried on each stride she took.
He nodded to her. "What happened?"
Rikku kept her face set, knowing that 'nothing' would most certainly not work in this scenario, settling for, "... I don't want to talk about it."
"Something's up, Rikku. Amiss," he continued, placing an arm in front of her, determined to get some answer.
Rikku ducked, used to this stratedgy, making her way down the hall post haste to get away from him as soon as possible. "I told you. I don't want to talk about it..."
Cos if I do... I'll cry... she thought miserably, making to open the door, but having her arm caught in the process.
"Tell me," Brother pressed.
"Let go of me, Brother!" she protested, lamely attempting to kick him but giving up soon after, her arms flailing instead, which she also gave up after a few seconds. She didn't have the energy left to fight.
Looking down at the helpless form of his sister, Brother nodded to her again. "You went to see... Roxas," he summed up.
Rikku looked away as best she could, and found herself free from Brother's grasp as she backed off slightly. "So what?" she said, putting on the bravest face she could muster.
Brother pointed to her eyes. "You been crying."
Rikku bit her lip, wiping her eyes fiercely in denial. "And? What does it matter? Nothing matters anymore! Just... just leave me alone!" she said forcibly, pushing open the door and slamming it shut behind her. But not without leaving the sound of wailing and crying in her wake, as she collapsed on the other side of her door, crying as loud as she wanted - what had happened earlier at Roxas' house was nothing compared to how she was crying now.
Only one sentance recycled itself in her mind. Just the one sentance.
It's over. It's over. It's.... over.
.... what's the point in even typing?
... I can't believe this. Really. It was... strange at the time. Now it's... worse. I skipped school because really - I wanted to see him. But now.
And I... really can't believe I did that to him.
I don't think I'll be at school for a while.