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Not doing so awesome lately.
The black eye I got friday has been really bad, my face feels like it's going to explode most of the time. Also, not really awesome looking. Not really how I wanted to go back to Boston. Super insecure about that.
Been going around wearing my old spare glasses, not looking people in the eye. Trying to be scenery.
I feel really isolated. Really, really isolated.
Scared that things will change. Scared that my face will actually explode. Scared of feeling mediocre. Scared of not being good enough. Scared of being second best.
The black eye I got friday has been really bad, my face feels like it's going to explode most of the time. Also, not really awesome looking. Not really how I wanted to go back to Boston. Super insecure about that.
Been going around wearing my old spare glasses, not looking people in the eye. Trying to be scenery.
I feel really isolated. Really, really isolated.
Scared that things will change. Scared that my face will actually explode. Scared of feeling mediocre. Scared of not being good enough. Scared of being second best.