Gone Lost It

[up_town_gurlie]

I see you laughing there
but where's the joke?
Don't toy with me. You know
this life is not just some petty game.
Will you grow up.
Where are your senses, man.
The ones I saw when
you first reeled me in.
Just stop. Please
don't be so facetious.
It's not becoming
And it's so hard to swallow.
I want to believe your charm is genuine
and not an act of what
you pretend to be.

I want my sanity back.
I want my sanity back.
You can keep the rest.
I don't need change, thanks.
I just want my sanity back
'cause you're makin' me,
makin' me crazy.

Please don't ignore me.
Why would you evade me
if you really don't want to hide.
Warm hands, cold feet?
Wait. That's my line.
It's not science
'cause it's all about control.
But never mind. Please
come back to me.

You took a leap of faith
as if it were like breathing.
And for what?
To leave me abandoned?

Oh you're so coy, so coy, so coy.
But oh you know, you know, you know.
It's cruel to be so cold, so cold.

You pushed and I held ground.
Oh, passive aggressor,
you really think you're
the first to come around.
Man up. What is it
you're looking for?;
more fickle than San Diego weather.
I want you and
there's no sense in
faking otherwise.
I want to throw
it out there
it's not a crime,
no emasculation required,
to show a woman your soul.

You want to teach me a lesson?
Well, I'm all ears.
But I'll let you know it's not
thought you provoke, baby.
It's my own vindiction bringing me tears.

I don't want to be. I'm not irrational.
I'm not obsessive but it kills me
when I can't see you everyday.
I don't want to be this way.
Please come back to me.

I want my sanity back.
I want my sanity back.
You can keep the rest.
I don't need change, thanks.
I just want my sanity back
'cause you're makin' me,
makin' me crazy.