Jul 26, 2006 01:29
I haven't been on this site in sooooo long!!!!!
Oh geez...where to begin? Well, Jay and I broke up about 4 months ago. YAY! I wasn't happy in the relationship for a long time and we just didn't have anything in common and we couldn't get along. I met a guy named Josh right before Jay and I broke up. Jay ended up finding out about Josh...I never did anything with him, only talked, but Jay still got pissed and wrecked some of my jewelry that I had left at his house and that was the last time I ever saw him. Oh well. I didn't intentionally go out looking for a new bf or anything....it just happened, and I wasn't at all happy the least bit with Jay and Josh was giving me (and still is giving me) everything I wanted from Jay while we were together.
Anyway, so I've been with Josh for 4 months and I have a feeling this is the man I'm going to marry in the future. Ever see in the movies where 2 people meet and they've only known each other for a short time but the love is so strong and you think, "this is so fake, that doesn't happen in reality"? Well, it does lol. And you know that saying, "if you love someone, let them go and if they come back, it was meant to be"? That's exactly what Josh did. After my break up with Jay, I told Josh I felt it was going to fast and I felt uncomfortable jumping into something after ending a serious relationship with Jay. He understood and left me alone for about a week. Not one call, text message, IM...nothing. So after a week, I was on my way out the door to go to work in the morning and I got a text message from him saying "I can't get you out of my mind". Let me tell ya, my heart was racing and I had a huge boost of energy with this big smile on my face. So I called him and we talked on and off during our work day and spent 3 hours on the phone that night. So, 4 months later...we're still on the phone with each other everynight that we're not together talking and talking about nothing.
Josh is seriously the male version of me. We've had no fights or even little hissy fits at all. We're the happiest couple alive to the point where I really wouldn't doubt if people find us sickening lol.
The best night I've ever had with Josh was when I spent the night at his house last month and all we did from 1am when we went to bed to 5am was lay in bed talking nonstop. The time flew by as if we only talked for about an hour.
I'm so happy.