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[up_the_irons]

I dreamt last night that I went to England. I don't know where in England, but somewhere. It was the best time of my life. Now I really wanna go to England badly. I've been so down about Jay and my mom lately, and when I had this dream, I didn't have a worry in the world. On this vacation, I didn't think of Jay once. I didn't wonder what he was doing, if he missed me, if even still remembers me. My dream was so peaceful and carefree. And it's not like the vacation was much. I went to England for just a weekend and stayed at someone's house. All I really did was go to a grocery store. But somehow or other, it was fantastic. Maybe it was because I was on my own. I took the vacation by myself. Evidently, I had to have known someone who lived in England to stay with them. I didn't even have someone in particular in my dream that lived there. I was just in this house and riding in a car with someone next to me. The last thing I remember was dreading the fact I had to come back to America.

OH! And I also dreamt I went to another store and had trouble purchasing something lol. I kept asking someone to help me because I couldn't think of what $2 in American money would be in British money. No one could help me so I ended up just giving what I thought was reasonable and they actually took my American money lol.

I felt so relieved in my dream. It was like a ton of weight was lifted off my shoulders. I had no problems, no worries. Just relaxation and happiness.

I think now I wanna save up money to go.