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[up_in_arms]

The weather today was kind of chilly, but I liked it. Fall is here, and I'm one of the only people who gets excited about that. Instead of enjoying Fall people usually just see it as a step closer to Winter. I've never understood why everybody hates Ohio Winters. The first sight of snow is always a good day in my mind. Maybe living in a house with windows that don't close all the way and let a draft in will change that, but I doubt it. I start classes on Thursday, and for some reason I just don't feel ready anymore. I've been so excited for so long, but now it feels like it's just coming at a bad time. I don't want anymore stress.

I talked to Johnny on the phone for a long time last night. I laughed a lot, and it was refreshing, to say the least.

I know that this journal seems depressing, but I swear I'm not completely unhappy. I just wish that I was completely happy.