Jan 01, 2005 16:06
HAPPY NEW YEAR.
i stayed over at lauren's house last night ... i felt so good after staying up talking with lauren and jenny until 4:30 in the morning. some things feel so good to get out, and i'm sure you guys know what i mean. i really appreciate you guys being there for me.
im still kinda grounded...gabby! my parents need to get over this!! but mr. barnhouse called them like, 2 days ago still mad... its like,
COME ON, hasn't everybody ditched class before?
new years resolutions:
- not to lie to myself, or anybody else
- not to play with peoples emotions
- not to get myself involved with anybody who has a girlfriend
- not to do anything to make anyone hate me
- not to agree with people about anything, like music or clothes or anything, just to agree for the hell of it, because ELLA and GABE, you are right, and it does make me a pathological liar. and i dont like it.
- not to be the only one with a bad message on someone's list of "people who changed my life" or whatever. that one is still stinging. hey, the punctures of love, right?
- to be the first one to apologize ... even if i didnt do anything wrong
- to love myslef, and my life, for what i have and not what i dont have.