Graduation 2005
even tho its early in the day.... i think its gotten the best it can get. this morning i got up for church and afterwards we had a senior breakfast for all the seniors graduating from our church. Im gonna miss Donnie Jackie Ashley and everyone else sooooo much!! xoxox. Anyways then i went to the actual graduation. it was soo freakin hott so afterwards me and my youth group leader laura went to charlie browns( an icecream place). on the way out i saw my friends kristin and jaclyn who are drop-dead-gorgeous, the kind that every guy wants. Anyways i got into lauras car and right when i was thinking about how lucky they are to be soo pretty, laura said " you know youre just as pretty as them"... i was a little confused cuz that came out of nowhere. she told me that i had "everything going on" that they did and that i had a beautiful smile and she could tell i didnt think i was pretty because of the way i acted around guys. so then... god i love laura... she decides to tell me about how she 'had' a lot of guys when she was younger because she knew how to act around themand that i prolly just needed to make more sexual advances on the guys i like. she told me how when she was younger she use to go to bon fires and everyone would drink and by the end of the night she wold have a guy to hang out with for the rest of the week. i dont think ive ever laughed soo hard with her b4. anyways i guess that just really boosted my esteem since ive been feeling soo nasty lately. it always feels good to hear ppl say good things about u.