Yeah this one's public. But only for a short time.
Omg. Fuck all of you people.
EVERYONE.
Thank you Karin for putting that in your journal. Go fucking see Michael I don't give a fucking shit. Okay? I'm just not going to care anymore. Miss my birthday, miss me leaving, go see your wonderful Michael. I don't matter.
There Michael, happy? You fucking win. You've gone 4 years. Yeah, I give you that. but you know what that is your fault. I have 30 days. I can count down how long I have to be with her, and that hurts like fucking hell, you don't even know. I know my time is running out. I know my fucking time is running out. There is an inspector here, and the door is open, and I can't cry. but I really fucking want to. Cause you all just piss me off so much. I NEVER ASKED FOR ANY OF THIS.
And is it my fault that I want to share my birthday with her? Is it my fault I want her to be here? Am I wrong for that? Should I not feel that way? Am I the wrong one here? You know any other time and I wouldn't care I promise you, I would be so happy for her, but not now. Not when I have 30 days. I am leaving July 28th. Look at todays date... I have one month...So fuck you all because you don't know how I feel on the inside. Cause remember, I am the one going to a new school in a new house in a new state, yeah, I leave and that's it for you all, but not for me, I have to be stong and do all of these other things, my senior year.
Omg, you just don't even know how fucking pissed off I am, like I want to go and destroy some shit or something, throw something at a big fucking glass window and shatter the fucker.
I don't even know.
God, I fucking hate all of this shit.
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I want to fucking scream.
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EVERYONE.
Thank you Karin for putting that in your journal. Go fucking see Michael I don't give a fucking shit. Okay? I'm just not going to care anymore. Miss my birthday, miss me leaving, go see your wonderful Michael. I don't matter.
There Michael, happy? You fucking win. You've gone 4 years. Yeah, I give you that. but you know what that is your fault. I have 30 days. I can count down how long I have to be with her, and that hurts like fucking hell, you don't even know. I know my time is running out. I know my fucking time is running out. There is an inspector here, and the door is open, and I can't cry. but I really fucking want to. Cause you all just piss me off so much. I NEVER ASKED FOR ANY OF THIS.
And is it my fault that I want to share my birthday with her? Is it my fault I want her to be here? Am I wrong for that? Should I not feel that way? Am I the wrong one here? You know any other time and I wouldn't care I promise you, I would be so happy for her, but not now. Not when I have 30 days. I am leaving July 28th. Look at todays date... I have one month...So fuck you all because you don't know how I feel on the inside. Cause remember, I am the one going to a new school in a new house in a new state, yeah, I leave and that's it for you all, but not for me, I have to be stong and do all of these other things, my senior year.
Omg, you just don't even know how fucking pissed off I am, like I want to go and destroy some shit or something, throw something at a big fucking glass window and shatter the fucker.
I don't even know.
God, I fucking hate all of this shit.
dhgasjftqwr sfasdfashdkfuyui23htr9485yoerutherukghleasdfjkgaslfhasjkdfhaklscgfasdfgdfggjksdfgjkasdffgjkgjk.....
I want to fucking scream.
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