*Sigh*
I think I screwed up again last night. I don't know what has been up with me the past three years, but I've been so emotional, that I start tearing up over stupid things. Like last night. Bryce and I were talking about Memorial Day weekend, and what he was going to do. Last week, it was between coming to see me and going to see Kyle. Ok, I can deal with that. I don't mind that at all, either way. But then, last night, he said he was also thinking about staying in the Cities and taking some girl named Anna out Saturday night. What? I was already in a bad mood curtesy of my father for making me miss the Charmed SERIES finale last night, so this did not help. And the fact that I called Bryce around 6 and he didn't call me back until after 8. I got that he was driving, but he called me while he was driving through the Cities, so whatever. Anyways, I got upset about this. I have never met Anna, and I don't know much about her at all. And I wasn't feeling jealous about it. Seriously, this was not jealously. I know what that feels like, and this was not it. I felt really lonely all of sudden, and we all remember my psychological trauma from elementary school. When I get shoved back to those feelings, it never turns out good. So, my mom caught me crying about this last night after I had hung up with Bryce. Oops. She asked me what was wrong, and I've discovered that I cannot lie to my parents well at all, and even worse when I'm all emotional. So, I told her about Bryce maybe taking Anna out. (Jeez, I'm starting to get all upset again...) Mom did her best to make me feel better, but it was one of those things that you just have to get out of your system, I guess. Yeah, I don't think Mom is too thrilled with Bryce right now.