Aug 22, 2011 23:40
1. New insurance card, used electronics. Lesson of the year? 'Beggars can't be choosers,' for sure.
2. muscles better and nerves more... The first step is dedicating an e.e. cummings poem to your body. Second step is writing the poem. What are the right moves?
3a. These days, arguing with my parents is the only way I can cry. I don't know if this is a sign that I'm making headway with them or not. Again, tears have been so scarce that I feel a bit of relief when my voice starts getting croaky from the lump in my throat. I don't know how to get back to my old self. I don't know if I want to at all.
3b. Yesterday night, I was sulking in the kitchen and cooking in silence because my father had snapped at me. Afterward, I opened the refrigerator door and saw three red bell peppers. I almost cried. Tonight, he asked me if I was mad at him. I shrugged.
work,
what is wrong with me,
family