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It's so strange, I almost want to feel heartbreak (again). Because when you feel that bad, you know two things: one, that you are alive, and two, that things have to get better eventually. I'm not too sure of either right now. I am breathing, but that doesn't say too much, and what if this is as good as it gets?
I think I am managing to fake life.
Alex, I miss you, darling.