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guh, there is nothing to do tonight. I have no one to talk to and i can't go anywhere because Ama'ri is sleeping. Sometimes I swear my sister thinks that she's my kid. half of the time I feel like she is... It's driving me insane because I can't do anything anymore. I can't go hang with friends at night, because I am always babysitting. i don't understand why she can't just find a babysitter and have the gov't pay, she's already signed up for it. damn, maybe i should just bring ama'ri to kara's with me and have her sleep in a bed so i can hang out a bit and be a teenager. which i don't get to be much anymore. but i think i'm going to stop complaining because those who care to hear it already have.
blessed be
blessed be