I am going to murder the next person I see, so I'm going to bed.

[unwillingheart]

I am so SICK of

-even the THOUGHT of prom.
-not hanging out with my best friends.
-talking to a brick wall.
-being treated like SOMEONE I'M FUCKING NOT.
-worrying about hurting one of the nicest people i have ever met
-watching people I care about do stupid things that i can't stop
-highschool
-the fact that i can't see the floor in my room
-the fact that i never even finished redoing my room and nothing matches
-the fact that i feel guilty using my mom's money every day yet quit every job i get
-you
-and you too
-having to get up at 6 every morning when its literally honsetly POINTLESS
-how my car gets dirty all the time
-sleeping so much
-smoking so much

i need to
change
something
right NOW.