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so i made the convictional thought the other week : "I want to write." that is what i'm here to do. start utilizing this again (although i may start a new one - it only seems right to start anew, it's just it's late and i'm tired). that is all.
thoughts that led me here:
sometimes, when i'm lying (laying - i always look it up and never remember) in bed, thinking about some issue i'm dealing with, i imagine talking to good friends. imagined conversations. which, really, i think is interesting because it sort of gauges how well and in way ways you know someone; i've verified a few times and come up successful. it does sound like a neurotic activity, especially the thought-in-digital-formness, but it's something...that is comforting to me.
thoughts that led me here:
sometimes, when i'm lying (laying - i always look it up and never remember) in bed, thinking about some issue i'm dealing with, i imagine talking to good friends. imagined conversations. which, really, i think is interesting because it sort of gauges how well and in way ways you know someone; i've verified a few times and come up successful. it does sound like a neurotic activity, especially the thought-in-digital-formness, but it's something...that is comforting to me.