Deeply Entwined

Oct 14, 2009 19:31

Title: Deeply Entwined. Chapter 1
Pairing: Akame
Rating: PG-13
Summary: Kame and Jin have been lovers for their past three lives and even in this life, they are still lovers. This fic revolves around the different centuries when they met and how they eventually fell in love with each other. They also had to overcome all the obstacles that laid ahead of them like millions of shards of glass on a neverending road. Being gay was sinful, condemning and disgraceful, and the journey of their lives was set out to be a tough one the moment they set their eyes on each other. 
Author's message: Sorry for the long delay before releasing a new fic. School really drove me mad and is still driving me mad. Haha. Please do support this fic! Enjoy reading! :D

You would definitely not believe me if I were to say that we were lovers in our past lives. You would think that I am just a man suffering from some kind of psychological problem. You would pity me of course, and perhaps kindly listen to me blabbering about how we met in our past lives, but you would definitely not believe a single word I said. Aren't I right? Well, I think I am, because here I am sitting right next to you, telling you how we FIRST met; three centuries ago, and with a pitiful expression pasted on your face, you kindly listened to what I have to say. Of course, it will only be a matter of time before you believe what I say, Jin, because eventually you'll realise that our destinies are bound together eternally. Yes, you will realise.

"You know, we met under similar circumstances three centuries ago." A warm smile spread across my face.
"Hmmm, is it? How could we have possibly met three centuries ago, when the maximum number of years a person can live is about 100 years?" You raised an eyebrow.
"That's because you've been reincarnated three times, Jin" I patiently answered your questions.
"And how would you know that I've been reincarnated? Shouldn't you have died as well?" 
"Yes, I did, but I always died after you did. The reason why I know about our past is because I have a special ability of remembering what had happened in my past lives."
"Okay, I see. So how would you have such a special ability when you're a mere human?" 
"I will tell you about it the next time I visit you. I have to go now. I need to finish writing my novel." I got up from the chair and bowed slightly at you.
"You should really have some rest. Lack of sleep makes someone imagine things." I knew you were doubtful of me, but I didn't take heed of what you said. Afterall, you needed time.
I smiled and exited the ward. Jin, I will make you believe that our lives are bound together and that we will never be able to escape from each other.

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I know I should be feeling happy that someone is visiting me in the hospital, but this guy who just visited me just kept going on and on about how he had remembered our encounters and that we met THREE centuries ago. Is he absurd or absurd? Of course, I had to act like I was patiently listening to him while thinking of questions to ask so as to make him doubt himself. I believe he is suffering from some kind of psychological problem. Oh well, it doesn't matter anyway. He keeps me company. It feels better than being alone in this immaculate ward, staring at four white walls and listening to the blaring sounds of the air-conditioner.

Now, you must be thinking why I haven't got any friends or relatives visiting me after having admitted into the hospital for nearly a month already. You see, I have got quite complicated relations with people out there. One sentence to sum up the reasons why I have no loved ones is "I am a bastard." But ... I can't blame it if I am born attractive, can I? I cannot possibly push away women who throw themselves at me as well, can I? Men are just jealous of me that's why they refuse to make friends with me or decided to cut off all ties with me. I admit I was slightly too much when I slept with my friends', brother's, uncle's, and what have you's wives, but I didn't seduce them. They were the ones who approached me. As you already know, I am someone who cannot say no to women, so yeah. Now, this explains why I have got no visitors.

I think you are quite curious about why I am in the hospital too, aren't you? Well, apparently I fooled around with the wrong woman. It turned out that she was the wife of a triad boss and my name got famous immediately in the triad world, with everyone hunting me down, hoping to kill me to gain favour of the boss. I was lucky to have survived though I have a hell lot of wounds on my body and a few fractures. The thing is, everyone assumed I was dead and I had no idea how I landed in the hospital because the last thing I remembered was that someone grabbed my hair and furiously thrusted my head into a pool of water then pulled my head up again and repeated the action for many times before I lost consciousness.

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Seeing Jin in this state really pains me. He has always been a player and he knows that he has the ability to be one because of his looks and charisma. I must admit, he is really attractive; so attractive that even till now, my heart thumps so hard whenever I see him. It must be puzzling why we ended up together, considering the fact that he was such a ladies' man. I, on the other hand, have never been a ladies' man. I am always indulging in the fantasy world weaved by novels and I spend most of my time reading and writing them. Women always find me boring. Well, more like I couldn't be bothered to entertain them. I always knew that I never liked women. The sight of them turn me off. Men, however, triggers my hormones. Of course, I didn't admit it that readily three centuries ago. The world then was far too conservative to accept something like this. Even I, for a period of time, thought I was abnormal and even gone to the extent of sleeping with women, hoping that it would perhaps make me start liking them.

I only realised that I have the ability to remember my past lives after I was reincarnated for the first time. I had no idea why. Why would God choose to bestow such an ability to someone like me? I am a homosexual, and God doesn't approve of homosexuals, as stated in the bible. So why? And it also seemed destined that the man I always meet and fall for is Jin. Not only that, the way we met is always somewhat similar even after so many centuries. That was when I realised this is love for eternity. Are we destined to spread some sort of message to the world? And if so, what message?     
 

deeply entwined

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