really old poem...

[unwantedemokid]

No matter how hard I try
I can’t seem to please you
I just make it worse
And all that does is make me feel worse
Now I state my innocence
I have nothing to do with your problems
I have my life together
But you do not
Why should I be punished for you?
You are so lost, but won’t let me in
I tried to help but you shut me out
Now I’m telling you get it together
Figure out what the hell bothers you so much
I didn’t do shit
But maybe that’s the problem
Could I have done something?
Did I say the wrong things?
What’s so god damn wrong
With being able to tell you everything?
Why do I feel like this is completely my fault?
I used to be able to say anything
And you would listen
Did I talk too much?
And not listen enough?
**** you,
**** your lies,
**** your ideas of a better me
I am who I am, and you need to get over that
So **** it all
Call me when you’ve sorted your life out
You are doing the same thing she did to you
The person you always write about
The person you always compare me to
And I’m here to say I’m completely sick of it
I can’t measure up to her.
I am below the dirt
Dirt won’t even talk to me
So don’t put me there
Are you trying to drive me
Totally insane? Because your almost there.

so old, but i'm running out of old poems to put up here

and i haven't written anything new

so peace out me love
mt