oldie poem.. b/c i haven't done that in awhile

[unwantedemokid]

I've never felt so used
until this day because
i found out everything you had done
you knew you were hurting me
deep down you wanted to kill me

for awhile i couldn't see the sun
i still don't know what to say
i'm still trying to pull from the darkness
i'm pulling to the bright light
it's calling me, so i go towards it

you make me laugh with your accusations
your words don't match your actions
i want you out of my sight
twisting, turning all night

thinkin of you and what you did
you think i was the one that was outdid
before i thought you were a bitch but that was kind
you've toed the line and now i can't do anything
i'm living in a nightmare that is imprisoning

i feel like i'm in a great big pit
that is consuming me, taking me in
there is no way out
no escape at all, you just have to fall
against you i have made no sin,
i am me and that is the only person i can be
no matter how you shout and pout
i'm not gonna be who you want me to be

you say i'll be the one to apologize
and to move on is what i advise
i want to stay where i know it's sheltered
leaving this behind because our days are numbered
but you can't get my feelings through
and u ruined me and all my hopes
i wish i could sue
but that is just for a mopes

and that isn't me
and it may not be who you want me to be
but it is who i am
and i can't be anyone but that