Tired and stuff.
Yeah....Anywho.
I have given my full support to Sara, and her online dating. She deserves it. I won't go into it anymore then that, for now.
I am going to be working at the Medieval Fair in Leigh High. I was hoping Nek might pick up a couple of friends of mine, even though Iv'e heard he is pretty anal about gas. I'll pay him for his troubles. -Feels rich- Yay. Anywho going to the Medieval Fair is like one huge RPG. I love it. It's my favorite time of year, better then X-mas. I have been working on putting a costume together for it and everything.
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Today I was at the Library with Zoe, Squiggy, Matt, David, Ronnie, Cassie, and Cameron. It was really nice, though there were a couple of tense moments.
My really good friend Squiggy who is 20% gay was going out with the biggest flammer in school. Though Squiggy has morals and doesn't want to have sex until he is eighteen. A desicion he made on his own, and I'm really proud of it. The kid he was with (Taylor) Was constantly teasing him about it and not really being accepting, so they broke up and luckily the rest of us were able to comfort him. He was really thankful and took a group pic of us all.
Everything was going pretty smoothe. We played man-hunt ( My favorite game) and Ronnie was it, but he gave up easily and so we all came out of hiding only to find Sara screaming that Zoe's mom was looking for her and was very pissed. Zoe never called her mom and so she may be grounded. I kinda feel like it's my fault somehow. Though Stacy (Zoe's mom.) was generally worried about us. She even got on my case about leaving my cell and purse out where anyone could take it. I'm really worried that Zoe won't be able to go to the Medieval Fair.
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I know this sounds really bad and selfish, but I was secretly happy when Zoe's mom got mad at me for something thought of as insignifagant by my parents. They never give me any restrictions, and I don't remember ever being grounded for more then a day. When Stacy got angry, I realized she was just being a mom. A mom I never had.
Alright before I go on, I want you all to know the following is a bit on my past, and I don't like telling it.
My dad died a year ago, and my grandma passed this last July. The day after my grandpa's birthday. Kinda odd, it was like she was holding on just for his B-day. Anywho. My Grandparents adopted me when I was five and my sister was still only a few months. My mom was busted for drugs and sent to jail so my G-parents spoke up before the DCF (Department of Children and Familys aka HRS ) could place me into foster care. Naturaly since they were all bastards I wouldn't have the luxiery of living with my sister, not that it's really a luxiery or anything. Everything worked out in the end and I ended up with Gramps, along with my sister.
My grandma had Alzheimer’s. A disease in which the memory section of one's brain begins to fall apart. It's taken her eleven years for the disease to kill her. In the end she couldn't remeber how to breathe. As you can imagine I never had much of a mother's guidence. I lived in my own little tom-boy world.
I'll stop depressing you all there. I have a million tear-jerking stories I could tell you. Especially in the days I lived with my mom. ( She was a beater. ) Anywho, the point is: I momentarily felt normal when I was chastized by Zoe's mom.
I know it's odd and most kids would rather have my life...So much freedom it's sickening. It's just small things like that that make me wonder what it would be like if I had a real mom and dad like Zoe, or Sara. I guess the only thing I can do now is be a good mom when the time comes. Hopefully it's still a while away yet.
Hopefull
-Heather.
I have given my full support to Sara, and her online dating. She deserves it. I won't go into it anymore then that, for now.
I am going to be working at the Medieval Fair in Leigh High. I was hoping Nek might pick up a couple of friends of mine, even though Iv'e heard he is pretty anal about gas. I'll pay him for his troubles. -Feels rich- Yay. Anywho going to the Medieval Fair is like one huge RPG. I love it. It's my favorite time of year, better then X-mas. I have been working on putting a costume together for it and everything.
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Today I was at the Library with Zoe, Squiggy, Matt, David, Ronnie, Cassie, and Cameron. It was really nice, though there were a couple of tense moments.
My really good friend Squiggy who is 20% gay was going out with the biggest flammer in school. Though Squiggy has morals and doesn't want to have sex until he is eighteen. A desicion he made on his own, and I'm really proud of it. The kid he was with (Taylor) Was constantly teasing him about it and not really being accepting, so they broke up and luckily the rest of us were able to comfort him. He was really thankful and took a group pic of us all.
Everything was going pretty smoothe. We played man-hunt ( My favorite game) and Ronnie was it, but he gave up easily and so we all came out of hiding only to find Sara screaming that Zoe's mom was looking for her and was very pissed. Zoe never called her mom and so she may be grounded. I kinda feel like it's my fault somehow. Though Stacy (Zoe's mom.) was generally worried about us. She even got on my case about leaving my cell and purse out where anyone could take it. I'm really worried that Zoe won't be able to go to the Medieval Fair.
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I know this sounds really bad and selfish, but I was secretly happy when Zoe's mom got mad at me for something thought of as insignifagant by my parents. They never give me any restrictions, and I don't remember ever being grounded for more then a day. When Stacy got angry, I realized she was just being a mom. A mom I never had.
Alright before I go on, I want you all to know the following is a bit on my past, and I don't like telling it.
My dad died a year ago, and my grandma passed this last July. The day after my grandpa's birthday. Kinda odd, it was like she was holding on just for his B-day. Anywho. My Grandparents adopted me when I was five and my sister was still only a few months. My mom was busted for drugs and sent to jail so my G-parents spoke up before the DCF (Department of Children and Familys aka HRS ) could place me into foster care. Naturaly since they were all bastards I wouldn't have the luxiery of living with my sister, not that it's really a luxiery or anything. Everything worked out in the end and I ended up with Gramps, along with my sister.
My grandma had Alzheimer’s. A disease in which the memory section of one's brain begins to fall apart. It's taken her eleven years for the disease to kill her. In the end she couldn't remeber how to breathe. As you can imagine I never had much of a mother's guidence. I lived in my own little tom-boy world.
I'll stop depressing you all there. I have a million tear-jerking stories I could tell you. Especially in the days I lived with my mom. ( She was a beater. ) Anywho, the point is: I momentarily felt normal when I was chastized by Zoe's mom.
I know it's odd and most kids would rather have my life...So much freedom it's sickening. It's just small things like that that make me wonder what it would be like if I had a real mom and dad like Zoe, or Sara. I guess the only thing I can do now is be a good mom when the time comes. Hopefully it's still a while away yet.
Hopefull
-Heather.