throw ur fuckin arms up n rock the d e a d

[unwanted_broken]

So i hung out with timmy and lindsay yesterday :] It was cool until timmys mom picked us up n i randomly started throwing up. I felt so bad cuz i hadnt even done anything to cause me to puke & i just did, it mighta been the food i ate. Nasty shit. But i was throwing up for like 2 hours and i threw up on timmy like 3 times. I felt sooo bad but he said he didnt care as long as i was okay, he held my hair outta the way for me haha. Im so in fucking love with him. I wanna be back together with him so bad, trust me, it will happen. Id rather die than be without him, for serious. Donnie got in a car accident yesterday, he told me that n i FREAKED the fuck out i got scared as crap haha but hes okay he just has this nasty lookin bruise on his ribcage, it looks like he got cut open n then stitched up haha. Hes gonna come over today :] Kids so freakin awesome i ♥ him haha. But im done with alcohol, i realize that when i drink i either get sick or cry or do things i regret haha. So im gonna try to stop drinking :] Trying to make myself a better person (no im not quitting drinking for someone, im doing it for myself) Umm...well yeah ima go check my myspace n then call donnie so he can come over in like an hour. I dyed my hair before school this morning too, its FINALLY BROWN. Its like a medium-dark brown. Its cute though i like it a lot. It looks a lot like my natural hair colour. I need ciggarettes i smoked em all yesterday.
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