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Today, I'm just sad. I found more lies... but what is even worse is that I found one very depressing truth. I don't know what to do anymore. I don't know where my heart should fall and where it shouldn't. I don't want to deceive anyone anymore, but it feels as if that's all I can do to make it so everything is seemingly perfect. I'm torn on the inside. What do I really want? Is this for me? Am I just wishing away my problems and letting myself believe everything will be fine in due time? I don't know. I really have no idea. What I do know is those I Love You's they say or the tears that gather on my pillow at night... aren't just a means to an end.
RIP Mr. Khan
RIP Mr. Khan