May 20, 2008 12:53
I used to not like these days.
But now I have grown accustomed to these feelings every day and so instead, I am surprised at the days that aren't like this because they are strange and rare.
why why why
I do not understand.
I have lost the ability to follow my heart
because my heart and my mind have disagreed for over a year. my heart is somewhere that I cannot follow.