so annoyed
this is the most i've been annoyed in a long time. i really just want to get out of here. i dont want to play for my church nemore. i dont want to deal with my dad nemore. i dont want to get a fucking construction license or a roofers license. its like no isnt good enough for anyone. i'm trying to go college, keep up my grades to gradutate. 3rd nine weeks wasnt exactly nice to me, or anyone else for that fact. dealing with everything just stresses me out more. i dont even understand why my own mother wouldnt support me in my decision to quit the musician position. i need to stop. i cannot do this nemore. it wastes my time, patience and energy. Why does it take you getting angry to say that if it is too stressful on me then it is time to quit. WHY?! tell me why?! i talked to u in the first place about this because no one else's opinion mattered. get angry if u want. i really dont care nemore. i just want to be alone. i want to get my degree and be out in the world on my own. nothing else matters right now.