It's Time

[unusuallyweird]

I got a job. Been had it for a month. Just felt like writing about it now. I work as an educator at Syms. It's a retail store in Seacaucus(?)around where all the outlets (like Tommy Hilfiger, Calvin Klein..so on)are at. An educator is just fancy for cashier/floor person. Everyone there has to know how to work the register and know how to recover the floor. My area is ladies department. Ladies shop a whole lot more and are hell of a lot more like pigs when they're looking for something. Messing shit up especially when I just fixed it does not make me that happy...but then I remember I get paid...so I don't care...lol. I needed this job so bad. It was the 18th job I applied for...after that I was really gonna give up. and then I got a phone call and I started on a Saturday. I'm gonna stay their for a while. save up cash for whatever...car..books...school...clothes...anything I like or need. And since the mom's got fired...I really needed this job. When I go back to school I'll have this job and the Federal Work-Study one working in the enrollment services department at my university. Whcich reminds me that I need to know how much i'm getting for financial aid so I can know how much I really need to pay cause the fall semester has to be paid by the 15th of August. What a bitch. Wonder what I'm gonna do if I don't have money to pay it off.....oh well...

The boyfriend still hasn't come back and haven't heard from him either. I hope he's OK and he better come back because I'm waiting...lol...nah... I mean I do want him to be here...but not because I'm waiting but because I want to know he's safe. That's not asking for much. Just want my boyfriend's safety.

Ok...until later...which means: "I don't when I'll write again but I will,"..lol..peace