I Want To Start
I want to start school already. Not that I love school, I just want to get my mind off my ex. I feel that if I get into a new environment, I'll feel better. I have so much free time on my hands that I think about where the relationship went wrong and everything else. Why do I still think of him? I haven't heard from him in weeks, you know as friends. I think about calling him, but, why do that? So I can feel even worse? Hoping to feel better when I hear his voice, but all I'm going to get is I HAVE NO IDEA. You know what, forget it. We are just friends and should think of it like that, if he never calls or I don't, its for the best. Friends don't have to call each other all the time.