May 30, 2022 10:22
repeated that mistake. "i didn't think this would happen again, with or without my best intention"
let myself fall for letters & sodas, all that stupid old shit.
"& whatever happened to a boyfriend? the kind of guy who makes love 'cause he's in it.."
almost immediately i felt sorry
because i didn't think..
i can feel it in my bones, i'm going to spend another year alone
keep doing the same shit...