good for one thing

[unusualdrug]

and you know it.

this isn't what they meant when they told you to forget.

if i do what you're doing, i'm letting everything go.

you can just say and do and front what you want

kind of the worst thing, just.. to be around that
i thought i wanted to know

but i do. i just don't want to think.
forget.

i don't even know why i'm bothering.
tell yourself you don't care anymore
say it so you can give in
go numb, let go, be something  else
remember you aren't worth a thing
& you'll be fine.

(it's never you.)