Fuck it all to Hell!
gooooooooddddddddd......... yesterday and tosy are just not, well, good days. fuck.......
k, just to fill you all in on the school situation.....Yesterday I had to go meet with the director of councelors(as I call Her) and talk once again about my credits.... I was told that (and everyone that went to school with me knows this) at MHSA I had 20 valuable credits all very fucking hard earned, now, I have only ELEVEN!!!!!!! Yes yes I know what the fuck... so I go home and tell the folks and they flip out of course (whose parents wouldn't). They tell me that I have to go see my counselor and talk to him about 1: colleges 2: what the hell happened to my credits and 3: to remove my half days and go back to full days.
So I do actually just now and he Basically talks circles around me. What the fuck is that. Numba 1: he switched the subject to some computer class I need to take cause now I a credit short and when I finally broke down and wept( angry tears of course) he said that I shjouldn't be cryin and that I'm doin fine in my classes and he verified that IF I don't pass these classes...guess what people...BIANCA FUCKING FAILS FUCKING HIGH SCHOOL!!!!
So I sit here hopefully among friends realizing that I have no one to talk to, with bloodshot eyes and a heavy heart...
Oh I almost forgot that now my parents are looking for names of the other transfer students cause we are going to a higher athority *did I spell the right?* i.e. the school board. problem is is that is confidential so I have to ask around. yea...
FUCK THIS SCHOOL!
If I don't graduate this year I am moving back to milwaukee and I'll graduate from MHSA with the Juniors...shit....
I am so fucking stressed out and my counselor says that I'm stressing over nothing... fuck him
the bastard with no fucking answers...
I keep hoping that this is all a dream but every morning I wake up, it is still the drab normality and the harshness of my situation punching me in my head....
fuck got to go to gym
peace....
k, just to fill you all in on the school situation.....Yesterday I had to go meet with the director of councelors(as I call Her) and talk once again about my credits.... I was told that (and everyone that went to school with me knows this) at MHSA I had 20 valuable credits all very fucking hard earned, now, I have only ELEVEN!!!!!!! Yes yes I know what the fuck... so I go home and tell the folks and they flip out of course (whose parents wouldn't). They tell me that I have to go see my counselor and talk to him about 1: colleges 2: what the hell happened to my credits and 3: to remove my half days and go back to full days.
So I do actually just now and he Basically talks circles around me. What the fuck is that. Numba 1: he switched the subject to some computer class I need to take cause now I a credit short and when I finally broke down and wept( angry tears of course) he said that I shjouldn't be cryin and that I'm doin fine in my classes and he verified that IF I don't pass these classes...guess what people...BIANCA FUCKING FAILS FUCKING HIGH SCHOOL!!!!
So I sit here hopefully among friends realizing that I have no one to talk to, with bloodshot eyes and a heavy heart...
Oh I almost forgot that now my parents are looking for names of the other transfer students cause we are going to a higher athority *did I spell the right?* i.e. the school board. problem is is that is confidential so I have to ask around. yea...
FUCK THIS SCHOOL!
If I don't graduate this year I am moving back to milwaukee and I'll graduate from MHSA with the Juniors...shit....
I am so fucking stressed out and my counselor says that I'm stressing over nothing... fuck him
the bastard with no fucking answers...
I keep hoping that this is all a dream but every morning I wake up, it is still the drab normality and the harshness of my situation punching me in my head....
fuck got to go to gym
peace....