marry me?
I went to Mitch's cousins wedding last weekend. It was nice but so slow. I raced the time away by getting drunk. Having no kids is freeing. Sometimes I forget I'm young.
I ordered Slim in 6. It's an exercise package with videos and meal plans and some stretchy rope. Hopefully it will help me to lose the baby weight that I never lost. I look at pictures of Chrissy and I cringe to think what I would look like wearing some of the amazing things she can pull off post baby. Its been almost a year and a half and I'm still pretty much the same weight I was when I had her. What the hell happened? Maybe they forgot to take another baby out? Thats completely illogical. Well if these tapes even help a little bit I will sing their praises so if anyone else is in me body-hating boat you can try the videos too.
Wedding plans are getting away from us. We just seem to be avoiding it. Well I guess I'm avoiding it because Mitch really doesnt care either way. Our guest list is almost done so I guess thats good. I didn't contribute much since I really don't have friends anymore. I think thats one of the reason I don't want to do this whole thing. I have no friends, none to invite, none for the wedding party.It sucks, my weight is also another avoidance factor. I don't want to try on dresses because I don't want them to tell me I need some dress that actually looks like it could serve as a tent. I know Im overreacting but if pictures of me in this dress will last forever I want to look amazing. SO I need to work on friends and losing weight. I'll try.
I secretly can't wait to go back to school, not for the whole experience or anhything but because the more I go the quicker I'm done. I still have 4 classes before I can enter my program and fall semester calsses seem interesting. I'll be taking Anatomy and Physiology 2, Drawing, English 101 (gag), and Hollistic MEdicine. Im really not looking forward to ENglish but its one of the 4 I still need. After the fall I'll only need 1 for the Spring and then I can apply for the nursing program. I need to get in because I dont have enough credits to get in anywhere else. Well I could apply for abington memorial but then I would only have a certificit and not degree. So pray for MC3 program.
I ordered Slim in 6. It's an exercise package with videos and meal plans and some stretchy rope. Hopefully it will help me to lose the baby weight that I never lost. I look at pictures of Chrissy and I cringe to think what I would look like wearing some of the amazing things she can pull off post baby. Its been almost a year and a half and I'm still pretty much the same weight I was when I had her. What the hell happened? Maybe they forgot to take another baby out? Thats completely illogical. Well if these tapes even help a little bit I will sing their praises so if anyone else is in me body-hating boat you can try the videos too.
Wedding plans are getting away from us. We just seem to be avoiding it. Well I guess I'm avoiding it because Mitch really doesnt care either way. Our guest list is almost done so I guess thats good. I didn't contribute much since I really don't have friends anymore. I think thats one of the reason I don't want to do this whole thing. I have no friends, none to invite, none for the wedding party.It sucks, my weight is also another avoidance factor. I don't want to try on dresses because I don't want them to tell me I need some dress that actually looks like it could serve as a tent. I know Im overreacting but if pictures of me in this dress will last forever I want to look amazing. SO I need to work on friends and losing weight. I'll try.
I secretly can't wait to go back to school, not for the whole experience or anhything but because the more I go the quicker I'm done. I still have 4 classes before I can enter my program and fall semester calsses seem interesting. I'll be taking Anatomy and Physiology 2, Drawing, English 101 (gag), and Hollistic MEdicine. Im really not looking forward to ENglish but its one of the 4 I still need. After the fall I'll only need 1 for the Spring and then I can apply for the nursing program. I need to get in because I dont have enough credits to get in anywhere else. Well I could apply for abington memorial but then I would only have a certificit and not degree. So pray for MC3 program.