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its funny how you start to forget people. in time they are no longer real people, just memories. forever 16 in your mind. you start to forget the way their hair smells or the way they said certain words wrong. its always the important people who fade away, never with a big boom or anything, they just fade into the scenery like you never knew them; until one day you hear a song or you happen to be somewhere that just sparks a memory like lightening- it hits you and for the entire day your not the same.occasionally i will someone from my past. someone i thought i loved or someone who was an incredible friend and i wonder what they are like, i wonder if they ever had a lightening moment about me. i wonder if they ever said to one of they new friends this reminds me of heather or heather used to always do that or that was heathers favorite song.i wonder if anyone really feels like that about me... kinda strange right? i was just thinking you know.