"oh how quiet, quiet the world has been, since its just u and little me."
its been forever and a day. i suppose.
but im not even sure if you have noticed.
i miss everyone so much.
everytime i hear a song on a mixed cd
or everytime i pop a certain cd in the radio.
always the random people
everytime alkaline trio is on i cant help but remember jeff oneill.
"you've got so far to go" is always fran.
i think that he is some kind of lost not forgotten love.
kras i dont have one song to relate to you because it seems like i relate so much that nothing stick out. but everytime in driving down your street going to work i do a double take looking out for you. ps your never there.
every movielife song brings me back to 11th grade and mr daniel derosier.
makes me sad for a life not lived.
its strange how somepeople barely touch your life and make the monumental impact. an impact that you forever relate them to a song or a place. something about that night or a moment sticks out in your head. did we ever have a moment? sometimes im not sure if i make them up. maybe they are just delusions.
more than anyone i miss erica hello kittty obrien. i wish i had more time for you especially. i miss our talks alone.
what happened to me i was cute, people wanted me.. but now someone wants me and it makes me happy but i secretly want to know other people yearn for me. no one does. not that it would make a difference im content and happy in this relationship. just wanted to be adored or something of the sort.
sometime i cry in bed and think is this really what my life has become? i love owen more than anything but i want to live and right now i think im in a cage. i cant breathe and im suffucation. isnt anyone going to save me?? doubtful... i guess this is it. not what i expected not exaclty what i wanted all along but its good. someday fantastic but right now i shrug, smile and lie..... its incredible...
but im not even sure if you have noticed.
i miss everyone so much.
everytime i hear a song on a mixed cd
or everytime i pop a certain cd in the radio.
always the random people
everytime alkaline trio is on i cant help but remember jeff oneill.
"you've got so far to go" is always fran.
i think that he is some kind of lost not forgotten love.
kras i dont have one song to relate to you because it seems like i relate so much that nothing stick out. but everytime in driving down your street going to work i do a double take looking out for you. ps your never there.
every movielife song brings me back to 11th grade and mr daniel derosier.
makes me sad for a life not lived.
its strange how somepeople barely touch your life and make the monumental impact. an impact that you forever relate them to a song or a place. something about that night or a moment sticks out in your head. did we ever have a moment? sometimes im not sure if i make them up. maybe they are just delusions.
more than anyone i miss erica hello kittty obrien. i wish i had more time for you especially. i miss our talks alone.
what happened to me i was cute, people wanted me.. but now someone wants me and it makes me happy but i secretly want to know other people yearn for me. no one does. not that it would make a difference im content and happy in this relationship. just wanted to be adored or something of the sort.
sometime i cry in bed and think is this really what my life has become? i love owen more than anything but i want to live and right now i think im in a cage. i cant breathe and im suffucation. isnt anyone going to save me?? doubtful... i guess this is it. not what i expected not exaclty what i wanted all along but its good. someday fantastic but right now i shrug, smile and lie..... its incredible...