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i think im going to be ok... i feel kinda strangely liberated.... i feel like for hte first time in weeks/monthes i can breath... i no longer have to work with coke-heads who force me to do things i dont want to do.. i can quite smoking and wont have co-workers or a boyfriend pressuring me into lighting up and i wont do drugs because a) i dont want to and b) i cant get them for free and in a moments notice... life just seems so mch simplier and better... its the perfect time for me to move on to my new job... oh yah.. i quit eugenes yesterday and start peppers on monday next week... this whole change thing feels right... finally like im slowly pieceing my life back together... im not a trainwreck like this time last year... im not drinking so mask my emotions.. im not getting high so feel... im eating regular meals and not purging.. my body is full and my spirits are high... i think im going to be alright