"Pour your misery down on me"

Jan 25, 2005 20:50

I am so exhausted. Its like I have no time for me to just relax and sleep. I am so tired and it feels like I am only getting about 6 hours of sleep a night and if you know mw you know I have to have my sleep. I am falling asleep in classes and probably falling behind in my grades. I have one thing on my mind right before I go to bed. "Is this gonna be it for the rest of my life, working, being alone, but wanting someone who doesn't want me and pretty much wants me to fight for them when I am tired of fighting" thats how it is when I close my eyes and think on the bus or in car.

I don't think imma like this Jason guy...I don't like wiggers, I don't like thugs...I like my rocker boys. I like them not trying to impress others. I like my dudes playing their guitars...I don't care if they many piercings or tattoos are even if they are fat!

" will i ever see you again?"
"maybe, why Cory?"

" cause i dunno i'd hate to just end up like that
never talk to that girl again, think about it later on down the road, feel stupid about it"
"??? what brought this on?"
"phsychologist he didn't tell me to do it i just kinda thought about it"
"oh well I work up at Cici's you'll see me there, but i live out on outer loop now"
" hey, welcome to Cici's when do you work?"
"tomorrow, im the cook though"
" hmph so how would i see ya"
"i dunno then again why'd you wanna see me for"
" i plead the fif welp i'mma go do my research paper now"
" okay toodles"
"i will see you once again before you graduate i will do at least that..."
"lol ok"

grrr I'll continue this another time!
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