two of em

[untouched_mind]

 my little doll
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once again lying here without you
missin all the things you do
like taking to long to get ready
even though your just trying to be pretty
just for me
i miss all your giggles and laughter
kissing you and how i felt after
i miss holding you close
but i miss seeing you the most
i miss holding your hand and your touch
i just miss you so much
you gave my heart such a rush
but now it just sits still
feelings of love and joy i no longer feel
my body is slow and weak
my words tremble as i speak
and with every passing week
my soul slowly dissapears
my heart filled with sorrow and fear
my eyes constantly filled with tears
just waiting to hold you in my arms
keeping you from all harm
my fragile little doll
who tries to stand tall
knowing ill be there through it all...

time kills
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i count the seconds as they go by
here without time doesnt fly
as the pages fall off the calender
i think of the day i found her
that day i was walking through the hall
i had to take another look at what i saw
and just as she did that day
i sit here speechless with nothing to say
she stole my heart and stashed it away
but here i am without her alone
counting the days till i can get home
cherishing her voice on the phone
as i sit here and try to pretend
that your here in my arms again
i just fall to the ground
try to scream but out comes no sound
tears roll down my face
for the love i have for you nothing can replace
the nights are cold
with me wishing you where here for me to hold
the days grow long
is being this in love with you wrong?
as i look up into the night sky
a falling star passes by
and as i wish upon that star
i realized you where never really that far