Sep 18, 2005 22:59
johnny thunders makin me dance ohhhhhhh babby
eight months with eric. hes the only thing keeping me going. everything has just fallen apart. its really scary but i ll be ok. i always am. i m stronger than this i m stronger than this i am i am.
i started my pills today. theyre hurting my stomach.
college oh god. i m going to either columbia or depaul(if i can afford it). i dont wanna go. i wanna do fashion n beauty but my parents wont let me. they think i m too smart or something. bahhh.
my clavicle bones are sticking out . now i m cool right??? NO thats ugly!! i hate that. i hate how much people love hipbones that stick out n all that. its not attractive at all.
i am having the scariest dreams. oh wow. i wish i could sleep with eric so when i woke up, i wouldnt be as scared.
writing has been so hard with all this going on. i ll snap back into it
xox amazon