I'm happy. Very happy. And I want chocolate.
today was better. i realized the only reason i was moody
yesterday/earlier is 'cause im PMSing so none of my angry feelings were
REAL. only moody emotions. thank goodness.
i keep thinking > i CANT let myself do the same thing that i hated being done to me soo badly. i refuse to stoop that low. plus, he deserves better than that.
Just making sure... ;). <3.
my horoscope says that I'm allowed to not make up my mind... so that makes it okay. still, i cant help feeling like i'm just being a greedy hypocrite who's about to do the same thing she got pissed about so many times before. im definately a hopeful/wishful thinker with the absolute worst intentions.
I’d say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I’m trying to let you know
That I’m better off on my own
I tried to be perfect
It just wasn’t worth it
Nothing could ever be so wrong
It’s hard to believe me
It never gets easy
I guess I knew that all along
i keep thinking > i CANT let myself do the same thing that i hated being done to me soo badly. i refuse to stoop that low. plus, he deserves better than that.
Just making sure... ;). <3.
my horoscope says that I'm allowed to not make up my mind... so that makes it okay. still, i cant help feeling like i'm just being a greedy hypocrite who's about to do the same thing she got pissed about so many times before. im definately a hopeful/wishful thinker with the absolute worst intentions.
I’d say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I’m trying to let you know
That I’m better off on my own
I tried to be perfect
It just wasn’t worth it
Nothing could ever be so wrong
It’s hard to believe me
It never gets easy
I guess I knew that all along