Aug 15, 2005 23:50
So I feel like a stranger because I haven't written in so long. I'll try to update as much on my life as I can. Ive been super busy lately with lots of work at Hallmark and I just started my classes at BCC today which was so easy. I'm taking 3 classes this semester all on Mon/Weds, that way I can work as much as possible around the rest of the week. I hope the work load isnt too bad, but I think I can handle it.
So May 19th I graduated finally from PBH...what a relief. It was exciting and scary all at the same time. I sat next to Josh(Orca) and Ryan W so I had no problem staying warm! But I think I was shaking as I walked across the stage, but I couldnt stop smiling, I was so excited! After graduation, went to my brother's graduation and then to Project Graduation at Health First. It was pretty fun...
This whole summer I've been hanging out with: Gemma, Ben, Craig, Kevin, Nick(Roy), Nick(Turtle), Michael, ...David and Katie some...umm...and I know Im forgetting people. But really have fun with everyone. Now everyones friends again after the drama subsided. *finally*. And it's so good to have everyone together in the same area without worrying if they hate eachother. Gemma and Ben are doing great which is awesome, im so happy for both of them because they both deserve it. Nick (Roy) is my "husband" now...and its pretty fun joking around because I always threaten him with a divorce. And for some reason I've been calling Kevin "daddy"..haha...I dont remember where that originated, but o well. A week or so ago, we all went to see Warped Tour! It was pretty fun. Mainly because of the people that we went with. First it was super hott, then the storms rolled in, and it was freezing cold and we were drenched! We ate pizza under a tent while sitting on pizza boxes, trying to stay somewhat dry, even though that was pointless. I saw someone while I was there..didnt make me happy because he seems that he's too good to talk to anyone. Very immature. Then I saw him twice today at school, and of course, the same thing. He just put his head down and pretended he didnt see me. So gay! haha o well.
All summer my parents have been like a yo-yo; from letting me do things and stay out pretty late, to not letting me go out hardly at all. My dad was really makin me feel like crap and my mom had no trust in me. I dont get it, but right now they're on the loose end. Ive been out till 1 or 2 in the morning just about every night and still have had work/school the next morning. We've all been seeing lotttts of movies because theres nothing else to do in PB. Last night we saw Deuce Bigalow, and Chris wouldnt stop laughing, but it was still hilarious. Alls I could hear was his laugh and then a threat by Roy to shut up. So funny.
In the guy area....well I guess I've been living up to my reputation. It really sucks and I hate it a WHOLE LOT. My reputation is pretty much of being a heartbreaker. Ive been called lots of names and they all SUCK! Its okay though...I'll survive. But for now I'm just tryin to stay on my own. Its safer that way. I was kinda interested in this guy a lil while back, but ended up he had a girlfriend...jerk. Thank you for telling me *person that will remain unnamed*. And I kinda have a crush on someone right now..I think I do at least...just a little. But I dont know him very well, and I think I'm gonna stay away for his own good. :/
Work...pretty easy. One of my best friends works there with me *Jenn* so thats been fun. But we just got a bunch of new girls in, and we both have one to train each. So we're not on the schedule together anymore the rest of the month while they're in training. The girl I'm with is Courtney. She seems really nice and we really get a long which is awesome. Lucky it worked out that way.
Tomorrow = waking up at like 6:00 to go get my license finally...well hopefully. If not Amber (my wonderful adopted big sister) is going to take me on Friday, But since me and my brother both had an opening, he said he'd take me. About time he did some brotherly duties. Amber has been so great and I love her, and I just wanted to say thank you for everything!!!
O yea...I wrote Luis who is away at boot camp. It was like a 2 page letter. But I havent heard back from him. No one has gotten a letter from him in a while. So, I hope he didnt get in trouble and isnt allowed to write...
Well...as usually, this is so long, that no one is prolly reading this. But, thats fine, because this whole thing is mainly for me.
Love Always
Hillery Elizabeth..