Things on the mind arent good
Well yesterday was a very bad day after reading a journal and I over reacted like a normally do but I will say that I wasnt that far from the truth. I just dont know what to think anymore. I dont know what is going to happen in my life anymore. Like a very smart man said...I am just going let fate take its course and not try and fix everything by myself. *sigh* I am in need for a much needed breakdown like last nites. And even better news my birthcontrol pills are going to be stronger so that means more pounds and more crying on my part. Hell when I talked to the doctor I found out that I am prob more emotional because of the pills. Well thats all for now I dont really feel like talking much I have something on my mind that I am not ready to say to anyone quite yet. I will when I find out the truth though.