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yeaa right now im talkin to ag n cassandra tryin to feel better bowats goin..lol o and singing jewel. today has been so stressful...ive made like a thousand mistakes this break. im not used to feelin this guilt and im not used to crying. i wish my mom or sister was home...i think im going to go take a bath...im so sorry for i dont know what anymore but i am...
i used to have this crazy idea that i was worth it and i wudnt know a good thing if it was staring me in the face...im always looking for holes or flaws...and im always waiting for the person to leave. ..mayb that person was right and maybe i cant be loved...i thought i could prove that wrong...i guess i cant. i did want him...but i guess i messed it up ...lol surprise surprise...just proven other ppl's theories right n mine wrong...n now i even hate to think my ideas were crazy...i still want to make pretend that i was..or am... worth it
takin my bath
theresa
i used to have this crazy idea that i was worth it and i wudnt know a good thing if it was staring me in the face...im always looking for holes or flaws...and im always waiting for the person to leave. ..mayb that person was right and maybe i cant be loved...i thought i could prove that wrong...i guess i cant. i did want him...but i guess i messed it up ...lol surprise surprise...just proven other ppl's theories right n mine wrong...n now i even hate to think my ideas were crazy...i still want to make pretend that i was..or am... worth it
takin my bath
theresa