Stupidity.
I remember a long time ago....
I dunno. I was so fucking stupid.
And I was a certain type of annoying freak.
And this one instance where I pushed someone too far, it wasnt ment to be in bad humour. but they told me to stop, warned me, and I didnt think they'd follow through. So being the wanker I was, I did it again. I got my just deserts, but I'm so bloody annoyed at myself. because I didnt see it coming, and I got really upset at it, but strait away, I was angry at the fact that I was angry at that. After all, it was all I fucking deserved, what right had I to go around being a twat and expecting nothing to come of it, no response. And I realised that, and I was so pissed at myself for this.
But no one knew that, as a result the person I knew I owed an apology too, and was in the right, got stick for doing the right thing.
It doesnt matter now... but still.
I dunno. I was so fucking stupid.
And I was a certain type of annoying freak.
And this one instance where I pushed someone too far, it wasnt ment to be in bad humour. but they told me to stop, warned me, and I didnt think they'd follow through. So being the wanker I was, I did it again. I got my just deserts, but I'm so bloody annoyed at myself. because I didnt see it coming, and I got really upset at it, but strait away, I was angry at the fact that I was angry at that. After all, it was all I fucking deserved, what right had I to go around being a twat and expecting nothing to come of it, no response. And I realised that, and I was so pissed at myself for this.
But no one knew that, as a result the person I knew I owed an apology too, and was in the right, got stick for doing the right thing.
It doesnt matter now... but still.